Phildrew, Sometimes I feel like there's no way for me to let you know how much I really love you... I want you to know that I hold you on the same pedistal as my children and you three are what keeps me living and makes me happy... You mean so much to me that I can't really put it into words... I miss you when you're gone... Even if it's only for minutes... Thank you for being here for me and taking care of me when I'm sick... No one has treated me as good as you do and that means a lot to me... Please don't change... And please know I want you with me forever... I love you with everything I have... I know I can be a bitch... I know I can be hard to handle... Please forgive me... I love having you as my husband... I will love you forever... No matter what... You're my life...